it finally hits you..when your first love is hurt and you are far away and cant do anything about it..you relize ur actually gone...you cant help you cant even give comfort except through other people...and then you think you still have that feeling deep inside of you that you once felt so long ago....and maybe just maybe he feels the same way...but in a way you know he doesnt and you know it will never be the same between you.....and he will be mad that you didnt do anything and then maybe just maybe u'll regret ur decision.....
Get well soo jamie.. i know you'll make it.................
well nothing really going on lately..i have orientation on the August 9th and i start school on the 18th..that should be great fun just great..........
somedays I think God just sits there and lets you make ur mistakes and then when you fall he lets you know hes still there.....you can only truley know that you are blessed and are still receving is when you are at the deepest darkest hole in your life and you need help getting out and you cant do everything on your own...........
Think Of Me : The Phantom Of The Opera
......Think of me
think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me
once in a while -
please promise me
you'll try.
When you find
that, once
again, you long
to take your heart back
and be free -
if you
ever find
a moment,
spare a thought
for me
We never said
our love
was evergreen,
or as unchanging
as the sea -
but if
you can still
remember
stop and think
of me . . .
Think of all the things
we've shared and seen -
don't think about the things
which might have been . . .
Think of me,
think of me waking,
silent and
resigned.
Imagine me,
trying too hard
to put you
from my mind.
Recall those days
look back
on all those times,
think of the things
we'll never do -
there will
never be
a day, when
I won't think
of you . .
We never said
our love
was evergreen,
or as unchanging
as the sea -
but please
promise me,
that sometimes
you will think of me!
Love this song......
well until next time....
racheal | 
